ELVA蕭亞軒 - 錯的人Ｍｖ

iTs t0o tiRed!!

Okay, im always the one who sad and cry over the midnight!!
How many times i tell myself "Big Girls Dun Cry"
I cant do that, im so soft-hearted!
I cried easily :( ... and i just cry for the one i loved!!

Sorry is what i can say.. Do you receive it?!
Please dun ever think back all the bad things happen on me!
Im regret..
I LOSE again! Im always loser in relationship..

Just tell you that...
I Love You!

我想谈一次永远不分手的恋爱。。

就算吵架
就算生气
就算分开
也会在一起
我想谈一场永不分手的恋爱
就算我们很忙
就算我们很累
只要见到彼此就会温馨一笑

我想谈一场永不分手的恋爱
在那场恋爱里
只有彼此
没有背叛
没有分离
没有心痛

我想谈一场永不分手的恋爱
那场恋爱
我们都会长大
都会懂事
都会成熟
但也会在只有彼此的时候幼稚一下下

我想谈一场永不分手的恋爱
在那场恋爱里
我们懂得彼此
熟悉彼此
习惯彼此
依赖彼此

我想谈一场永不分手的恋爱
我们会一直牵着彼此的手
陪着对方度过每一天
快乐，忧伤
首先会想到对方
彼此的感情不会随着时间的逝世而随波逐流

我想谈一场永不分手的恋爱
我们会一直走下去
然后轻抚着你的脸庞，轻轻说句
[对你的感觉一直都在]

Can W3??

Very glad that im going back to Malaysia tommorrow....
My lovely country, Malaysia..
Its real real soon I will be back!!
Hey friends, welcome me^^

I will miss everything in UK...
But I have to leave!!
Although I am here just for 4 months...
A lot of happiness and sadness happened...
Those who have follow my blog will know what had happened to me!

At last, Im able to hold!!
But it seems like everything had changed...
Which I really don't wish..
Can we find back the previous feeling??
Tell me..
I hope you can do it!!
Just love you with my true heart..
Can you feel that?!

No arguement again!!!
Just LOVE.. (with tears)

..@t leAst i tRy..

Thanks for the last chance..
Eventhough i dont know whats the answer..
Whether the answer is what i wish or the opposite ones..
But, at least i try!!
I will satisfy with whatever answer..
Really..

At least i try, and i never regret!!
Try=Got hope
No try=No hope

So, im going to try for the last time...

Hurt!!!

It has been long time never update my blog!
A very sad story begins..
ENDING!!
Already end my relationship with my loved ones!
Har chee Ken...!!!
A very sad case for me, but i have to let go!!
Let go everything that happened last time..
It will be the great memories between us!!
Im sure that u can enjoy your life very well..
Hope to see u some other time..
You are still the one i love the most..
I swear...
Very sorry to everything i did to u!!
Hope that u forgive me..
One week, two week.. or even more than that!!
At least u forgive!

No more bibizai in my life!!

$ound oF my Heart

Its very hard to maintain a long distance relationship..
But, im so glad that i can do it..
Is same to YOU right??
Everything is solved within this few weeks!!!
Damn blissfull to have a loved one waiting for me to come back..
I'll be coming back soon..
Be PATIENT!!

When there's anything bad happened between two of us..
We are trying to overcome..
Not all, but at least some!!
Frankly speaking, I never been in long distance relationship..
Really don't know many things can be changed in just a short time..
I wont chose a long distance love anymore..
Its so suffer!! Really!!!
When come across the problems, we cannot just simply ignore..
It will hurt either one side or both..
That's what i dont really hope!!


Super happy that we are still loving each other...
Thanks for the LOVE babe!

....to be continue....

YES or NO...

Im still considering whether to further study master at UK?
Thousand of questions coming out from my mind..
I have this kind of thinking because i want to explore more about UK..
Just spend one more year here..
Is it worth? or the other way round?
Yeah, i do enjoy life in UK..
3 months is going to end very soon..
So, still thinking whether to stay or leave?!
IF i stay.. i will lost everything in M'sia..
I cant let go my loved one..
I wont be so selfish to leave you alone there..
IF i leave.. i will regret the decision i made..
I will miss out many things in UK..
Aiks, is a hard decision to make!!
I have to consider thoroughly and make the best decision...


....to be continue....

TiaDa LaGi....

Owh, is me again!!
Long time never update my blog already..
Its very busy during this period..
Asssignment assigment n assignment!!
HATE!!!

Here come with a very upset story of mine!!!
Haih, many things happened during these days in UK..
Suppose im happy with the life here, but i really dont!!
Because something really make my mood down down down!!
YES, IM SOOOO DOWN..
And im trying very very hard to hold!!
This is what a girl normally won't do!
But.. i did!!!
What a shame..
We must fight for our loved ones!
This is what my friend told me..
No regret for anything you did..

But theres always a person who are ready to comfort me!
Thanks so much
Appreciate it^^
You know who you are!!

I lost two important ones at the same time!!
I am nearly pengsan!!
Can't breath at all..
Someone help me please....


Lastly, this is what i have to talk to myself seriously..

---BIG GIRLS DON'T CRY---

No more cry in UK!!! I can do it...
Tomorrow will be a brand new day..
Keep looking forwards..
I will be Okay always!!


....to be continue....

有这么一类人，你伤不起。。

有这一类人，他们很傻
貌似很花心，其实很专一
貌似很坚强，其实比谁都要脆弱
貌似很开心，可是笑容背后的哀伤谁又能懂。。

其实很多时候
这一类人都是在自我折磨
明明很爱很爱对方
却宁愿心痛的死掉
也选择放手
然后转身离开
任眼泪随意放肆。。

其实很多时候
这一类人很好懂
他们很害怕孤单
因为一个人的时候
他们会胡思乱想
因为一个人的时候
他们会觉得很没有安全感
他们的要求总是那么的低
只要爱着的那个人陪着他们就好。。

其实很多时候
这一类人都在感伤
不是他们多愁善感
只是容易触景生情罢了
他们喜欢用文字来刻写他们的心情
这也是他们的一种寄托方式。。

其实很多时候
这一类人都处在矛盾之中
是继续还是暂停？
是放弃还是坚持？
看似感性的他们
却往往于最后。。

总是让理性驾驶整个思维。。。

其实很多时候
这一类人总是活在过去
他们总是不经意地在现实的生活中找一些似曾相识的感觉
虽然他们自我约定要忘记过去
可是他们忘了。。

过去早已在脑海根深蒂固。。。

其实很多时候
这一类人害怕看见别人的甜蜜
不是嫉妒
只是会觉得和以前的自己好象
然后会陷入整个回忆
待过往的疼痛唤醒自己的意识
再一个人慢慢舔舐自己的伤口。。

其实很多时候
这一类人都很执着
有时候不明白他们在坚持着什么
他们是在期待那个没有结局的故事还是在等待更大的伤害
他们就是傻
缺点太多
脾气太臭，不仅任性，而且敏感多疑
所以要么不要靠近他们
要么就用真心对待他们
因为他们的心脆得很

伤不起。。。

UK week 1

Hi there, very happy to inform you all that im currently at UK, Sheffield Hallam University!!
Owh, the weather here damn sucks..
I havent adapt to it, is very cold.. even colder than Genting!
Canot tahan the weather and i start to hate the weather here..
I feel that im in the fridge everyday when i going out to Uni or walk around the town!
Is freezing cold!!
The jacket that brought from m'sia is not suitable for this weather at all..
Searching for new COAT, and waiting for the sales!
Yeah, im waiting hard to have a great shopping time in this area!
Wonderful!!
Well, im actually having honey moon here..
But i stil have to study very hard for the exam, even do my best in my assignment!
Im just free everyday.. after 1pm, and will be in my room till the night..
Can say that is quite bored here..
No entertainment at all unless go to have a walk at night.
If not, just stay at room for the rest of my time!
PPS-ing, online and facebook everyday and night..
What a bored life here! OMG..
And.. the most terrible thing is the food here!
Everyday roti, pasta and western food..
I really miss rice!! and i love rice more than others!
Eat roti everyday makes my face become roti look sumore!!
Aiks... and the pub here is different..
Is not happening at all if compare to m'sia!
But the club here, ..havent go before!
Yeah, tonight!! i will be going to have fun!!
BEACH WEAR PARTY.. woohooo!!
Is great to have a chance clubbing at here, im puting high expectation tonight!
Do not make me dissapointed.. hahahaha
YORK.. is the first UK trip i attended..
Erm, is quite boring town!!
But i can see the building there.. and the view is nice!
Photo being uploaded in FB.. but not here.. LOL..
Because i do not know how to upload here..
And it seem like very complicated..
I will find out ther solution one day! haha











Souvenir from YORK!


....to be continue....

Before I leave M'sia...

Im happy that im heading to Uk real real soon!
Is an opportunity for me to study overseas, although just for 3 months!
Glad to say that im going off to UK in 2 days time...
What a great dream.. and finally i can fulfill this long long waited dream!
Is very sad to leave my family, friends and my boy in M'sia..
To the only one: WAIT ME BACK!!!
Haha.. its going to have a honey moon there after 4 years study at TARC KL..
Im looking forward to UK.. muahhaha..

Just finish packing my clothing this noon..
Others stuff left it tml..
Is too many things to bring over...
Almost bring my whole wardrobe to UK..
My luguage is so heavy.. im wondering how am i going to handle it!
Its a nightmare when its come to Europe trip..
Who going to help me take all my stuff?!

NEW lappie... NEW camera.. NEW clothes... NEW Shoes.. everything is new!
HAHAHAHA..
Im so happy!!!
Today is my happiest day ever...
Settle all my important document for custom entrance...
Everything is almost DONE!!!
... and.... IM going off soon... real real soon!

*Yian2, Yihui, Bell, ChiaMin, Jikmou, Karmun, LCY, CSY....
And all my beloved friends..
You have been missed!!!

*Will update you all when i reached UK!!

....to be continue....

SurprIse^^

YA...... i got a very big surprise from my boy!
I get a ring from him on his birthday celebration!
Suppose is my turn to present him a gift, but.. is the opposite!!
What a surprise babe!... LOVE u!
I never think that he will gift me a ring in front of his friends...
Im so damn shy that night, everyone is seeing the ring being fit to my finger!
OWh... is so happy!!!! and a bit paiseh ler..
Happy birthday to my babe... (0531)..
Im slow to update my blog..
HEres are the pics capture that nite!!






The Ring!





He & Me

....to be continue....

Speechless

When is TARC going to contact me and tell me that my offer letter is ready?!
I am very very scare that i cant get my offer letter on time!
I am going to fly soon... left 1 week..
And i haven't pack and prepare anything now...
Even my air ticket and offer letter!!!
How am i going to fly....?
Please.. contact me asap!
Today, the staff is on leave... tommorow public holiday.. then saturday and sunday!
I am going to crzay.. like hell.. kan cheong!

Notice to someone:

Please do not simply promise people anything if u really cant make it.
And this is a very serious thing and U still act as nothing happen!
Do not please me anything again, i wont help u at all..
I am damn dulan with U!!


....to be continue....

UnfUlfillAble..

I have a dream that will never come true!! I bet...
How i wish my dream will really come true one day..
Even 3 years? 5 years?..
What i can do is just wait n wait n wait.. until the day!!
Thank God for the fulfill dream..
Yeah, i love traveling around.. especially Taiwan..
Because... Taiwan is so attractive..
Shopping, eating, scenery... just like PARADISE!!
Muahaha...
I wish to see my idol in real one day...
Am i crazy??! Hmm.. i don't think so
Once i watch the drama act by Him..
OMG, i can say that im in trouble...
Trouble in missing him and loving him!!
Please... someone please help me with this...
Im loving him more than my boy..
What am i doing???
Someone please whack me!!!
Wake me up in this sweet sweet dream!!

Owh, i dreamt him last few night!!!!
Thats my super sweet dream ever...
Will remember every single part of the dream..
Never forgotten!

....to be continue....

Down w!th LoVe

Owwhhh.. i love this drama so damn much!!
I love it x10000...
This drama is atced by Jerry Yan and Ella!!
Im so crazy with Jerry Yan.. and i love him so much..
I fascinated with him since the meteor garden drama, as he act as '道明寺' and how i dream im the '杉菜'..
My dream guy, although i know that was just a dream, how sad!

Well, back to the drama '就想赖着你'..
I just finish the whole drama this noon..
Its only take me two days to finish it..
See.. how deep my love towards this drama.. haha!
Obviously, this is a love and romance drama which im most interested in..
I can see the way people loves and cares about their love ones!
Its so REAL.. **jealous**
Theres also some homor part that make me laugh non stop..
Ella, you really make me a day!
Besides, the ‘小小彬' is so cute, i feel wana hug and kiss him!!

Well done Jerry and Ella..
Fully support the drama...

*People out there may think that im 'cisin' or what because i really love him.. haha
Never miss out any single movie or show by you!


....to be continue....