$ound oF my Heart

Its very hard to maintain a long distance relationship..
But, im so glad that i can do it..
Is same to YOU right??
Everything is solved within this few weeks!!!
Damn blissfull to have a loved one waiting for me to come back..
I'll be coming back soon..
Be PATIENT!!

When there's anything bad happened between two of us..
We are trying to overcome..
Not all, but at least some!!
Frankly speaking, I never been in long distance relationship..
Really don't know many things can be changed in just a short time..
I wont chose a long distance love anymore..
Its so suffer!! Really!!!
When come across the problems, we cannot just simply ignore..
It will hurt either one side or both..
That's what i dont really hope!!


Super happy that we are still loving each other...
Thanks for the LOVE babe!

....to be continue....

YES or NO...

Im still considering whether to further study master at UK?
Thousand of questions coming out from my mind..
I have this kind of thinking because i want to explore more about UK..
Just spend one more year here..
Is it worth? or the other way round?
Yeah, i do enjoy life in UK..
3 months is going to end very soon..
So, still thinking whether to stay or leave?!
IF i stay.. i will lost everything in M'sia..
I cant let go my loved one..
I wont be so selfish to leave you alone there..
IF i leave.. i will regret the decision i made..
I will miss out many things in UK..
Aiks, is a hard decision to make!!
I have to consider thoroughly and make the best decision...


....to be continue....

TiaDa LaGi....

Owh, is me again!!
Long time never update my blog already..
Its very busy during this period..
Asssignment assigment n assignment!!
HATE!!!

Here come with a very upset story of mine!!!
Haih, many things happened during these days in UK..
Suppose im happy with the life here, but i really dont!!
Because something really make my mood down down down!!
YES, IM SOOOO DOWN..
And im trying very very hard to hold!!
This is what a girl normally won't do!
But.. i did!!!
What a shame..
We must fight for our loved ones!
This is what my friend told me..
No regret for anything you did..

But theres always a person who are ready to comfort me!
Thanks so much
Appreciate it^^
You know who you are!!

I lost two important ones at the same time!!
I am nearly pengsan!!
Can't breath at all..
Someone help me please....


Lastly, this is what i have to talk to myself seriously..

---BIG GIRLS DON'T CRY---

No more cry in UK!!! I can do it...
Tomorrow will be a brand new day..
Keep looking forwards..
I will be Okay always!!


....to be continue....

有这么一类人，你伤不起。。

有这一类人，他们很傻
貌似很花心，其实很专一
貌似很坚强，其实比谁都要脆弱
貌似很开心，可是笑容背后的哀伤谁又能懂。。

其实很多时候
这一类人都是在自我折磨
明明很爱很爱对方
却宁愿心痛的死掉
也选择放手
然后转身离开
任眼泪随意放肆。。

其实很多时候
这一类人很好懂
他们很害怕孤单
因为一个人的时候
他们会胡思乱想
因为一个人的时候
他们会觉得很没有安全感
他们的要求总是那么的低
只要爱着的那个人陪着他们就好。。

其实很多时候
这一类人都在感伤
不是他们多愁善感
只是容易触景生情罢了
他们喜欢用文字来刻写他们的心情
这也是他们的一种寄托方式。。

其实很多时候
这一类人都处在矛盾之中
是继续还是暂停？
是放弃还是坚持？
看似感性的他们
却往往于最后。。

总是让理性驾驶整个思维。。。

其实很多时候
这一类人总是活在过去
他们总是不经意地在现实的生活中找一些似曾相识的感觉
虽然他们自我约定要忘记过去
可是他们忘了。。

过去早已在脑海根深蒂固。。。

其实很多时候
这一类人害怕看见别人的甜蜜
不是嫉妒
只是会觉得和以前的自己好象
然后会陷入整个回忆
待过往的疼痛唤醒自己的意识
再一个人慢慢舔舐自己的伤口。。

其实很多时候
这一类人都很执着
有时候不明白他们在坚持着什么
他们是在期待那个没有结局的故事还是在等待更大的伤害
他们就是傻
缺点太多
脾气太臭，不仅任性，而且敏感多疑
所以要么不要靠近他们
要么就用真心对待他们
因为他们的心脆得很

伤不起。。。